My head in the waste bin, guts plucked and
Rawness within removed - Too true, I am no
Rawness within removed - Too true, I am no
Particular delicacy. But, see, I've already begun
To section my flesh for a lifetime by finger.
When I grow nervous or panicked I
Catch my claw at my neck, gently
Scratching, as if to peel open a
Flap capping a backup gash for a
Lung's fill of oxygen
Like a goddamned fish. My
Eyes swivel to the sides, my skin
A rubber suit of armor, slick and wet,
Soil for fins. A mouth fixed to a
Shrunken zero. And you stand
High as a fever, swaying like the
Concrete heat that sits on the
Hood of my car, a jittering veil
Between us.
You flick your cigarette. It turns to flies.
I carefully bob at them, their
Promises, warnings - Look at your face.
Below that glass nose rest two thin worms,
One atop the other. They part in invitation -
The graceful, grubby curtains of a dark hidden
Hook, meant to pass unnoticed - I've noticed
A thousand times. You lower your face into a
Dream, spitting that slow steeled gray J into the
Dream, spitting that slow steeled gray J into the
Crests of a sea - I fall for all three. Hook, line,
Sinker, and you're feasting on me.
© 2015 BENJAMIN SMITH
Sinker, and you're feasting on me.
© 2015 BENJAMIN SMITH