Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Pyre

Gather it. Gather it all.
The big and the small trinkets of
Time chiming with salt.
Get the kindling. The folder, the photo.
I do not need it. This is the point,
The basis of the repeated rite.

Arrange it nicely. I am one for
Presentation. I want my feet orbited
By these rotten mementos. Now,
Strap me to it, as if this were
A proper one. I will be the boy witch,
And you will be the Puritan.

Be still. Let me go red. Not a trickle from
My mouth. Not a single flinch from
The soles I once tread upon.
I go red. I go black. I go back to
Ash Wednesday. Orange anger,
Blinding, with a thumb tilling
My forehead.
I do not need reminding.

They simplify the chore of it by
Brushing, rushing my ravaged
Infrastructure to dustbins.
Asleep, dreaming of the tunnel I
Bore, still glazed in afterbirth.
I grip the column for support.
The first was of Herculean struggle.
But they saw me go, swift as a
Plague.

I surface from the marsh of a two-year
Waltz. A wobble, a skip from a vat of
Horned hunt. Still caked, I am
Plucked up by chance, and I meet a
Pair of hands that are undeniable.

Let us not cower this time. Let us
Ruin the lot. Drag the feather,
The beaded tether. Drag the sofa
With breasts to the center. You!
You take the can, and damn it all if
You leave a dent dry. I want to see it
Blazing sky high.

When I signal, lock me in. You won't
Hear a peep from me in the din of
Old castles crackling. This should
Have been the first method to
Contemplate.
Nip it at the cage. A wick capped 

By a tiger lily,
I conflagrate.

In the air I reconstruct from the
Spellbound soot.
A mint me, poised on a balcony of
Wind. I take it in: the charred scar of
A former house below. No, do not
Slow, you must hurtle toward the
Consequent cataclysm.

A thousand snowflakes, a milligram
Snap, a twining of punctured
Tentacles. I beckon them.
Sire, Sire! We have readied the fire.
It is a glorious mound, all digital and
Dynamic. And it glows with the same
Measure of expunging power that I
Desire.
An exemplary pyre.

Take me.
Ankle, wrist, like a couple
Double-Dutch-ing and I am but a rope.
Just do it! I want to be wrapped
In the same decorative curvature
Of a valiant motorcycle.
Their creases ease and I
Ride the parabola, landing 

On the ruby raised rug.
They do not miss.

I told them I won’t scream. I won't
Even hiss.
I am a man of my word, and
I let it lick, lick.
Away with bacteria congealed
Since infancy, since the last roast.
Relishing a molten malignancy.

What is this! Don't sweep, let him
Prove it on his own. Beneath a
Primped pile of ashes.
Almost like a magic trick. A trap
Door. My claw pushed through, one
Talon streaked in black, in blue.
I do not cough. The residue is slick
To me, a perpetual log.

A head with an absence of hair,
And a rib cage clear enough to call
Mountainous! A few more lines on
A skin so thin that even the softest
Glare or punctuated pass could fall
Straight through.
Lips set as firm as stone. Brows
Fused down to an underscore.
Anew.
Anew, and a brain straining against
Figures and phrases to subdue.


© 2014 BENJAMIN SMITH

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Lilith

I do not find it fair
That a woman clad in
Lures and baubles,
Pulleys and
Levers should bear the
Offspring. A boy blistering
With curiosity. Of the two of us,
Which is clever?

Each in our own way,
I presume. I can craft
Malleable mechanics of a bitter tongue.
She squats at an invisible
Loom weaving webs of crones.
A sullied spider.
She denounces where they're from
Despite their helix hoisting through canal.
It is a temporary platoon, never
Forever.
Which is more clever?

I tasted gold in a garden,
Wet grass on my feet of folly
And found a classifier
On bench, a jittering cheek on his
Shoulder that was mine.
I felt the sculptural smoothness.
Warmth. A bliss I didn't want
To know and didn't want
To miss.
The wench superseded me.
You see, this is reversed.
The entirety is a misnomer.

I do not find it fair,
And to be frank, I am wise.
I pierce the guise she lurks behind.
An obelisk of immorality
Towering, towering, and I stand
Glowering, wishing she would fall,
Splintering to the pure plasma:
An innumerable expanse of broken
Porcelain wailing "Daddy. Daddy,"
That rally up into a rampant flood
Of shrews.

I overheard you say that breast feeding
Is the most maternal.
Daughter of the mud. Void verses,
Tripping over the most infernal,
Sweating, panting pigs left in your wake.
You left the tree, yet
You won because you were fertile.
And then you lose.

Where are they stowed? The
Other ninety-nine. I only saw one
Crawl on me. The first bee of
Spring scaling paint chips.
Why did you curse
Him with skin?
The product of your most frequented
Stance. Horizontal. Below.
You screech, and then you go.

Vile succubus. I do not care for your
Long, dark hair or your exponential
Chronicling of affairs ─
I wish you were dead.
Your nursing of locusts and slugs,
Your face that curls without concealing.
"She fled. She fled."
Genesis is on its head.

To be Eve stretched
Through the wormhole. Me, me.
How many species can you be ?
Araneae, Serpentes.
Fruit, Mute feeling
Cast at me past the foot of a bed.
What a look in those eyes. What
A provocation of dread.



© 2014 BENJAMIN SMITH