Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Piscine


A stomach of dust can have me for dinner. 
My head in the waste bin, guts plucked and 
Rawness within removed - Too true, I am no 
Particular delicacy. But, see, I've  already begun 
To section my flesh for a lifetime by finger. 

When I grow nervous or panicked I
Catch my claw at my neck, gently 
Scratching, as if to peel open a 
Flap capping a backup gash for a 
Lung's fill of oxygen

Like a goddamned fish. My 
Eyes swivel to the sides, my skin 
A rubber suit of armor, slick and wet, 
Soil for fins. A mouth fixed to a 
Shrunken zero. And you stand 

High as a fever, swaying like the 
Concrete heat that sits on the 
Hood of my car, a jittering veil 
Between us.
You flick your cigarette. It turns to flies. 

I carefully bob at them, their 
Promises, warnings - Look at your face. 
Below that glass nose rest two thin worms, 
One atop the other. They part in invitation - 
The graceful, grubby curtains of a dark hidden 

Hook, meant to pass unnoticed - I've noticed 
A thousand times. You lower your face into a 
Dream, spitting that slow steeled gray J into the 
Crests of a sea - I fall for all three. Hook, line, 
Sinker, and you're feasting on me. 



© 2015 BENJAMIN SMITH